after quite a few months, i find myself facing the same issue/trap once again.
perhaps, it's self-inflicted. perhaps not. but how am i supposed to react when i never really overcame it? i really thought i'd made my peace. really. but since i'm having such emotions stirring again, it just seems to be proving otherwise. sometimes, i don't really know if i want to let it go. logic and reason obviously tell me to. even a part of my heart says to forget it. that's because i think about 99% of me is sure that these emotions will never find their way to that receiving party. yet, i stubbornly seem to hold on to that little (1%) ray of hope. snorts. funny how the heart works.
sighs.
i must find a way to make my peace. so i must remind myself not to fall into the same trap (which i set for myself) a second time.
please do remind me okay?
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on a happier note, me family went shopping for cny and got ourselves jeansssss. hoho. the sister and i have 2 pairs each.
me loves skinniesssss. :D
Monday, January 7, 2008
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