apologies for the lack of updates. i've been gleefully slacking my holidays away ever since the examinations ended. enjoying the feeling of being liberated from the wretched grasps of economic papers. so time (in between) then and now has been spent celebrating my bestie's 21st (the last of us twelvies' coming-of-age, or so to speak), shopping, and of course, jetting off to the land of the rising sun.
seriously, japan rocked my socks. whooot. i seriously loved every single minute of being there. of course, i would have loved it even more had we the chance to visit the harajuku/shinjuku/shibuya shopping districts. nonetheless, the one week stay there had me wishing for more. whilst i'd normally feel homesick after a week in most trips i've been on, i really wished the stay in japan could be longer. we were originally slated to transit in bkk for 2 days. BUT. there were no flights back home. hence, no bkk shopping for me. bahh. yet another bkk shopping opportunity slips through. ):
basically, after the return from japan, nothing major has been happening in my
again, this recurrence. i think its really funny. because i always seem to be the kind of person who doesn't learn from mistakes. particularly those which concern emotions. against my better judgement, i believe i've subconsciously let those feelings creep back. so now, i think i'm waging an internal emotional (mini)battle. i probably have to admit, i'm starting to dislike her (almost) with a vengeance. all that emo-sharing and the aggressiveness. and i hate that i have to learn about it. or maybe deep down, i'm disappointed in myself for being such an emotional coward.
on another note, i recently met up with ____. and i realised that day, how far we have strayed. and to think, he/she was someone i held dear. its scary how i don't seem to know him/her anymore.
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