Waiting.

***stoning away so pardon me for poopy incoherent sentences. (:
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down with one.
three more to go.
yay.

201 wasn't as bad as i'd feared.
or so i think?
at least i wasn't clueless.

still, the worst is yet to come.

208's next.
at least the weightage for the exam is only 50%.
but there're pros and cons, as does all things that seem favourable.

9 days to freedom.
i'm waiting.

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i know i made the resolution to harden my heart.
to be indifferent.
somehow, its not as easy as it was made to sound.

little bits of hope, expectations.
expectations that shouldn't even be entertained. the higher/more the expectations, the harder the blow.

but once in a while, there seems to be specks of hope.
like a trail of bread crumbs.
like little strings of candy.

and i stop to look.
and wait.